forever describes something that us human beings can never have. For everything you know, everything we have built shall crumble in our hands one day. And even the stars and suns themselves are destined to burn out and fade away within time. I just pray I’m not around to see that dark day. But I don’t think life should be about how quickly you go but how bright you burn during our time here on earth. You may think you are the dimmest flame but to others you seem like the brightest light that keeps them from letting go, that keeps their hope strong. So maybe there is something that can last forever once this all becomes nothingness….Hope

I fell deep into a pit that you were digging to make my grave

not one single chance

and oh did it ache

oh did it ache

the something that I thought was my essence, the feeling of wandering, the feeling of searching for something I would never find, its gone…and it makes things so much more bearable

loneliness is what I lost

Sometimes I just wanna rip out my heart and show it to you because thats all I have to say

but I also see the light that shines through

that is something I learned from you

I am left wondering if it’ll ever come back. do I want it to come back?

These questions will only be answered with time…. the spark has left and I didn’t even notice, but this will always be a constant memory to never lose hope to never give up, to stay true and to stand my ground, this fragile ground that I walk on so carefully, but within this time frame I know these legs will fail me as the surface cracks, I just hope someone is there for me, as you have been, to pick me up once more and help me stand on my own two feet again