I’ve really ruined myself this time. This ruin could be a sign of change that needs to occur to become stronger, after all a phoenix does rise from the ashes of its own death. These single words hit me with such heavy weight, I can barely plan my next move, but what weighs the most is silence like a sequoia that has fallen on my chest. All I can do is carry this weight while looking for a way out of this dark cave I’ve wandered into, I’m confident I’ll find an opening, I always have before. They won’t stop me, they won’t drag me down, nothing will.